X Marks the Haus

((Full stop. Back this emo train up. I can't win the "be more pathetic" game anyway. Suck too much for it. " title="Razz" /> ))

Panting heavily, Cardia shivered. She let her head sink under water and held her breath. Seconds passed, Cardia felt the tension fade... the panic gave way to a bit more reason. That hopeless intensity seemed to dissipate just a bit. Cardia surfaced, taking a sharp gasp. I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot... Cardia glanced back out the door... Still unsure of anything, of everything. Except... She knew what she wanted. Right now.

The bathroom door would open a crack, Cardia would call out, not looking. "Uh... H-Hilde? Y-you... We probably don't have too long before we're... missed. So... uh, I think," Cardia paused, taking two deep breaths. She was overwhelmed by stage fright... at least it shut off all the other self-hating thoughts, just for a moment. "The bath is... b-big... enough for two. If... you want us to... t-take a bath at the same time. Uh... if you want... It'd... save time and... yeah." Cardia sighed, but then added quickly, "If y-you want..."

Hilde looked on with wide cautious eyes as Cardia cracked open the door. She was clad that she hadn't peeked out of the door with a bloody head or something. She sighed in relief and smiled when Cardia so cutely began to ask her to take a bath with her. "O-oh.." She whispered softly, her cheeks instantly reddening. "D-do you really think they'll .. well.." She muttered back, looking down. "Yes.. I see.." She then looked up hopefully at Cardia. "I-I'd love to!" She practically blurted out. She then turned her gaze again. "A-are you sure it's ok? I don't want to impose." She then sighed and noticed her skirt was a little crooked and her blouse button was still undone. She blushed deepened and pushed her way into the bathroom and closed the door, leaning against it. "Yes!" She said sharply. "N-no time to be s-shy, right!?" She was practically shouting. "I... I mean you're my g-girlfriend, right?" She looked at Cardia with pleading eyes, hoping that the girl wouldn't rebuke her claim.

She then sighed. "I... was just afraid... with everything going on." Her knees bent and began to quiver a bit. "That.. with everything going on... there wouldn't b-be anything left.. anything left for me.. I.. I mean... Can... you even look at me... in that way?" She said turning her head shamefully as her chest heaved , her breasts sticking out further because of her shoulders being pressed against the wall. She lifted her leg up and pressed her heel against the door. In that moment, she looked like she had already been ravaged and was begging Cardia to take her, to seize her and love her.

Cardia's eyes shot wide and she froze as Hilde almost charged into the bathroom. Girlfriend... Cardia winced at the term... She wanted it to be true, but what kind of girlfriend was she to Hilde? A slutty, ineffectual one. "I... uh..." Cardia gulped, "Yes... Yes. I am. We are... girlfriends." Cardia almost whispered the term, half afraid of it, half in awe of it. "Y-yes, it's fine," Cardia added, more to reassure herself.

Cardia folded her arms up, almost shivering. It felt so cold here, naked, facing down Hilde right here... Naked. It was terrifying. "Well... I... I don't know but... what I do know is that I want to hold you... Right now. So... Take off those darn clothes, okay?" She smiled at Hilde, "And just get in the tub. We can worry about the particulars once we've cuddled." Cardia gestured with her thumb back to the bath tub, grinning nervously.

Hilde grinned at Cardia's words. 'Y-yes ma'am!" She said and shrugged off her suit jacked and began to undo the buttons on her blouse. She turned her head. "Cardia." She spoke without looking at the woman. "Y-you're not ashamed of me are you?" She asked. "I.. I mean... you are happy to be my girlfriend, aren't you?" She tossed her blouse into the small pile of clothes she was making, revealing a modest white laced bra.

She then unzipped her skirt and wiggled her hips until she was able to shimmy it off, her surprisingly ample chest wobbling to and fro as she did. Hilde's body was often covered and disguised and most people didn't get a chance to see it for what it was, a rather beautiful and ample sight to behold. She reached her hand up and was going to undo her braids when she paused. "Um..." She said turning her head and blushing a bit. "I don't think I need to wash my hair today." She said and looked away nervously before reaching her hand back around and snapping off her bra, allowing her breasts to bounced forward and into view.

She then sat on the toilet and blushed as she lifted up her leg. She licked her lips and softly smiled at Cardia, hoping, and failing as she nervously tugged at her stockings, to give Cardia a little bit of a show. She twirled one around and tossed it into the pile before leaning forward so her breasts spilled over each side of her leg. She then ran her fingers up her leg and back down again, taking the other stocking off. After standing up, she slid her panties off, bending down and then flicking them upward so then landed gently on Cardia's head. She then sighed and turned her head. She shivered a bit and quickly tried to enter the tub while Cardia was pulling the panties off.

She squeaked a bit as she settled in. "I-I'm sorry!" She said. "I'll t-try not to be so sexy." She said with a sigh before her eyes widened. "Oh! I mean! I mean... I.. I don't know what I mean." She said and threw herself against Cardia, hugging her tightly. "Just don't stop loving me yet." She sniffled as she tried to blink back tears and hold Cardia as close as their bodies could get.

Hilde was absolutely beautiful. Her attempt at a striptease was more than enough to keep Cardia silent and stunned through its duration. With the clothes off, she was just a bit removed from being a dead ringer for her sister. Still stunned, it took Cardia a second to take the panties off her head and toss them into the corner.

Cardia clutched Hilde in a tight embrace, resting her head just above Hilde's ample chest, hugging Hilde as if she never wanted to let go. Just being close to her helped to melt away so much that had been plaguing Cardia as of late. "Hey. You. Shut up." She teased playfully, looking up at Hilde with an awkward smile. Hilde's worries were frightful, but in some strange way they helped energize Cardia. "We are not that complicated, silly. I'm a slut with no self control at all. You're totally beautiful and way out of my league. I should be the one being neurotic here." Cardia sighed, snuggling against Hilde. "Just about everything you were babbling about? Totally, utterly wrong. You can be as sexy as you want and I do love you and will still and there's no way in hell I could be ashamed of you and... crap, was there something else?" Cardia shook her head. "Whatever. Shut up. No more worrying."

Cardia's soft breaths and the feeling of her lips just brushing against her collar, felt amazing. Feeling her lovers body and skin touch her own. Hilde wanted to melt right then and there. "Oh...ohhh." She coed as her fingers curled into Cardia's shoulder and then straightened out so she could glide her hand down Cardia's glistening back. Her breasts rested up in Cardia's and her nipples stiffened instantly to poke into Cardia's chest. Hilde gasped at Cardia'swords. "S-sorry!' She exclaimed.

But her brow furrowed at Cardia's response and she lifted up her hand and poked Cardia's nose. "Nein!" Se whispered. "Y-you can't say things like that if i can't be mopey, ok?" She said and leaned in and kissed Cardia's cheek.

"You're cute." Se said and kissed Cardia, she would make her way towards Cardia's ear with each new compliment. "No, gorgeous, not ... you're beautiful... and so vibrant... and... you're not a slut." Her hands squeezed Cardia gently as if admonishing her for saying something like that. "You're good enough for me. You're good enough for anyone. I just.. I just got really lucky." She was at Cardia's ear now. "I love you, Cardia." She whispered into Cardia's ear and then planted a cute kiss on Cardia's ear lobe. "Can we, go further?" She asked almost wincing at the question. "I..." Her hand splashed into the water and she cupped Cardia's leg. "I... want to make love to you." She said a deep blush coming over her face.

Cardia purred as Hilde caressed her. She squeezed Hilde just a bit tighter as Hilde complimented her. She could not do anything else, really. "Yeah, yeah, whatever." Cardia looked up at Hilde and smiled, "No more of this talking about us or each other. No reminding us of how screwed up we are. Okay?" Cardia sighed, her eyes closing slowly, "I... If we just talk about something else than our... whatever our problems are, I'll be fine with it." She leaned up, kissing Hilde's chin gently. It seemed so surreal. Cardia had always just taken it as read that she would not get to be with Hilde like this... and here they were. Her mind had not quite caught up with the idea.

Hilde shivered at Cardia's words. She turned her head away in partial shame. She slid he hand up and down Cardia's leg and then sheepishly grinned. "Weeeellll..." She said and pushed her face close to Cardia's. "There's certainly a way for us to keep our mouths occupied so no more of that silly talk comes out." She then chuckled before she pushed her lips hard against Cardia's and kissed her lover deeply.

Her hand squeezed Cardia's leg tightly and she pushed her chest against Cardia's as well. She shivered with delight and cute squeaky coos came out from her as her eyes fluttered and she snaked her other hand around Cardia's back and pushed her closer and leaned into her.

This moment was heaven for Hilde. It was a sad pathetic moment when examined from afar but Hilde didn't care. Someway, somehow she knew that eventually she would be able to take herself and Cardia out of this lifestyle. Away from Lukretia and be able to live together somewhere. She just wasn't exactly sure how to do it at the moment.