A weclomed ... guest? (for Cardia)

Just because Lukretia had fallen, didn't mean she was just going to let Cardia do as she pleased. She made no attempt to remove herself from Cardia's hair even as Cardia gripped her writs. She growled again when the first punch hit her kidney, trying to sit up to keep Cardia from straddling her. With her free hand she began to throw punches of her own, into Cardia's head.

The next blow to the head caused Cardia to reel. She would try to shove herself off of Lukretia, not willing to trade her blow for blow. Instead, she would try to focus on grabbing Lukretia's arm and pivoting herself up so that she could slam her legs down on Lukretia's chest and lock in an awkward armbar submission hold.

The legs to the chest caused Lukretia to let go as she let out a growl of pain. The armbar catching her off guard as she winced. "Vat is zis?" She growled. "Do you still think you have ze spine?" She smiled at Cardia in spite of the pain. "How far do you think you can take this?" She closed her eyes and brougth her free fist up to try and slam it into Cardia's stomach once more.

Cardia grunted, trying to lock in the hold as tight as she could, "I... I don't know. You started it!" She hissed back. From the angle, Lukretia had a difficult shot at Cardia's stomach. The blow landed enough to cause the girl pain, but it wasn't enough to dislodge the hold. Cardia would try to retaliate by lifting her legs up a few inches and trying to strike Lukretia's torso with them again, "I... don't WANT to fight you, Lukretia... but you keep brutalizing me and Hilde!"

Lukretia groaned again as the lock remained and Cardia slammed her legs into her some more. "You have no idea vat brutilizing is, meinr frau." She said coldly. "Are you saying you vould really like to see it?" She gritted her teeth and attempted to sit up, even with Cardia attached to her arm. If she could then, in a better position, she would try to drive her fist into Cardia's crotch.

Lukretia's raw strength gave her what she needed to power through the hold, overturning Cardia. Her head wounds catching up with her, Cardia would release the hold and roll away, coming up to her knees but grasping her head as dizziness overcame her. She'd raise a hand toward Lukretia in a submissive pose, still rubbing the back of her head, "Stop twisting my words! Look, please, I don't want to fight you Lukretia, but I don't see why you expect us to take sucker punches and stomps and... and... all that without fighting back." Shaking her head back to its senses, she freed her other hand to keep it between her and Lukretia, "Please... just... let's stop this..."

Lukretia got to her knees and then stood up, brushing herself off. She turned her head away from Cardia and smiled. She ached a little bit but it would fade soon. "Vhy do I twist your vords?" She questioned. "Because like you, zey are very malluable." She paused for a moment. "Listen to me meine frau. You complain about it ven you are subject to brutality as you call it but I have never once heard you say to me zat I should stop kissing you ven ze vhim stikes me. So should I? Ven ze mood fancies me und I vant anembrace or to fuck you... should I also give pause to it?"


She smiled and tuened back to Cardia. "Und I never said it vas verboten to fight back, but zis does not mean zat I vill simply allow defiance vithout meine own retaliation. Ze answer to ze question... I could tell you right now... but if I did, I vould never vant to see you again. If you figure it out, you vill understand. Maybe you have already begun to understand." She shrugged. "Or maybe you are still a little lap dog. Either vay it doesn't matter to me. Did you think meeting someone like me vould come vith no strings attached? How could I be everything you vant if you have zese kind of thoughts?" She pushed herself closer to Cardia once more and this time made to kiss her again. If she was able to she would kiss Cardia deeply and passionately without harming her.

Cardia watched Lukretia carefully as she spoke, "Be... because I like it when you kiss me... Do you really view... violence and affection and sex so interchangeably?"

When Lukretia mentioned that she would never want to see her again if she told her the answer, Cardia hung her head, lost in her words. "I... I don't know. I..." Cardia trailed off, seeming to shrink as Lukretia approached, but she didn't retreat, allowing Lukretia to kiss her, and Cardia returned the passion just as eagerly.

Lukretia kissed Cardia for a few long moments before pulling away. "I don't know. She said in response to her question. "Maybe..." She said waving a hand. "Zey are ze same feeling really. Unpleasantness... pain... vat is ze difference from joy other zan vat side of ze spectrum they are on." Lukretia really didn't know. She was a masochist and surely enjoyed pain but to think of them as interchangable she hardly considered it. She would probably say yes if she was forced to make a decision.

"Ze question is not ze same for you as it is for Ms. Von Creuzfeldt, by ze vay." She said as she turned and looked at Hilde, who had stood up and merely watched the scene from a position afar, her facial expression barely wavering the whole time despirte how her heart broke inside at the scene.

"She already knows ze question's answer und as long as I breathe I vill never let up upon her until she changes. Never... ever..." She said coldly giving a cold stare to Hilde who turned her head in shame. She looked back at Cardia. "For you, it is different." She said smiling slightly as she brougth her hand to her cheek.

Once again, simply having her lips pressed against Lukretia sent shivers up Cardia's spine. The kiss ended eons too soon for Cardia. She blinked several times, trying to make sense of Lukretia's words. "Lukretia..." she whispered in awe, but managing little else.

As Lukretia spoke of Hilde, Cardia glanced at her briefly, averting her eyes in shame. Again... always... even Lukretia's caresses were like a drug. How could she NOT hurt Hilde like this... Lukretia's words to Hilde caused her to wince even more. She knew of what Lukretia spoke, of Hilde's "choice." The cruel finality in Lukretia's words definitely caused Cardia to shake.

Lukretia's caress of her cheek saved Cardia the shame by simply taking up all of her attention once more. "Oh... Lukretia... I wish... I wish I could understand you." She would reach back to stroke Lukretia's face, returning the favor. "How am I different?" She asked, managing a soft smile at Lukretia.