Sisterly melody

" Killing me, and yourself.. It won't turn the way you want it to be afterwards. "

She glared at Leiko, gently easing herself to sit comfortably while Leiko remained on her lap, her hands moving back and on the ground to keep herself sitting and leaning backwards.

" You're a smart and strong girl, Leiko. You shouldn't take the easy way. "

Leiko continually stared right into Karina's eyes, unsure of what to do, her tears still flowing down her cheeks and her body still visibly shakened. "B-But, what am I suppose to do? I have been suffering for every second of all the past years! I just want it to end!!" She said as she immediately hugged Karina again, though with no ill intent as she just wanted her support, sobbing at the sudden breakdown she is finally having after storing all of the suffering inside her own heart for many years.

Karina was a bit angry at Leiko but that changed once she felt the hug once more, watching the tears stream down her sister's face.. She sat straight up once more and wrapped her arms around Leiko to hug her tightly, nodding as she used one hand to stroke through the girl's hair.

" The past.. Should be forgotten.. You don't live in the past.. You live in the present, for the future.. Your suffering ended in the past... But you cling on it.. You need to stop that.. And that's what I'm here for. To help you. "

Leiko hugged Karina as deeply as she can, clinging onto her, and nothing else. "T-Then please... Help me..." She said, sobbingly uncontrollably. "I-I really want to go back... to 'those' moments... t-the happy, family moments... Me... You... Mother... I don't want that to ever end... But now, I feel it's gone from our lives forever..."

Karina held onto Leike and released a gentle sigh when she listened to her, hugging her tighter against her and nuzzled her ear before whispered gently into it.

" It's just you and me now.. You can stay here with me, we'll spend our lives together once more, without having you mentally broke down and.. Without me.. Not caring about you.. Alright.. Little sis? "

Leiko only gave a slight nod as a reply. "Yes... big sister... Let's start everything new again, and look forward to the future as every second passes." She said as she shifted her body so that she's lying on her back now and her head is on Karina's lap, as if it is a pillow, where she just silently closed her eyes in peace for a while.

" I guess.. Deep down inside I used that guitar as a way to shelter myself from my own failings at life.. I couldn't even support you properly... "

Karina brought one hand down to gently stroke through Leiko's long hair, glaring down at her and released a gentle sigh, actually starting to become rather relaxed.

"And deep down inside me, I have a lurking insanity, waiting to be freed just by hearing that guitar... Maybe that guitar is bringing your failures upon me... Is that why our lives are going downhill ever since mother disappeared? I don't know..." Leiko said as she muzzled from the gentle stroke.

"I still wanted to say that... I'm really sorry, for all the things I have done. I just want to go back to those family moments we had, but that is selfish, even though that is all I wanted." She said as she opened her eyes, glaring up at Karina and slowly brought her hand up to caress her cheek.

" Hmmm.. Stay here.. Be a family with me... Again.. I could use the company.. And what better company to have then.. My little sister herself.. "

She tilted her head to the side of the cheek that was being stroked, closing her own eyes completely as her own hand stroked through Leiko's head still.

Leiko simply nodded, enjoying the comfort and company Karina is giving to her. "I... I want to follow you wherever you go. I have nothing else to do, so I might as well help my dearest sister with whatever she do." She said as she turned to her front and cuddled her head into Karina's chest. "Say... Am I allowed to join the Era Of Hell? I mean, you can always get the extra help needed."