I'm back... I think

Hey everyone, it's me, Terra. T-T
I bet a whole lotta ya are mad at me, and I guess I can understand, I did go without a trace practically, and I'm really sorry 'bout that. =<
My friend has been keeping you all updated though it seems, I've even recently spoken with him on the phone.

That all aside, I dunno where to even start? I mean, I really don't wanna get into a lot of detail about the experiance I had, and I don' wanna be bringin' drama and all here either, those of you who know me know I ain't that kinda person. But for the past week, I've finally been home from the hospital. I've been recovering, and I can do therapy in smaller intervals, home and back sorta deal. I ain't working now, doubt I will be able to any more, but it does leave me the chance to catch up with people. And as much as I love my close friends in person, I can't forget the people who treated me well here and on other sites either, so I'm still going to mingle online.

I'll be honest, I dunno if I wanna RP like I used to, I sorta wanna make better use of my life in a way, just in case, ya know? I don't wanna sound grim, so I won't say anything on that, but I'm not a hundred percent sure if I'll be RPing again. But I can at least take the chance to talk with ya'll while I can, ya know?

I just started gettin' back into being on the computer some, and really catchin' up on everything around other places. And now I'm here too, and I really missed ya'll. T-T

I need to tell the truth on one thing though, which I feel really bad for hiding. =< The characters I've been playing arn't mine. I've... always sucked horribly at making up my own characters. I've made... one in my whole time RPing, and she wasn't even that great. xP I always play canons, or if someone makes a character I really-really like, I get permission to use it. They all belong two a few friends of mine. Most to the same person who made this account for me, and the same person who was keeping you all updated on me. I'm really sorry... I mean, it doesn't change who I am, I just feel like shit for not saying sooner. It's his stuff, I just converted it to my own with permission. He just never knew what this site really was, I lied about it being a sorta Street-fighter kinda RP which he was okay with, not... this.

I didnâ€t have a computer for awhile, so he helped me set things up. From using his WoW account when he wasnâ€t playing so I could save 15 bucks a month, to sharing photobuckets since we shared photos, to using his name for a few sites since his had a good reputation.

So because of that, and since he wants me to stop this, Iâ€m going to be changing the screen-name too if the admin would let me. Iâ€m The-Great-Ninja on Gaia, so Iâ€ll probably be like Ninja-chan or sooomething. Iâ€ve got a few old aliases like that. Mostly because my behavior always resembled a certain character, lolz!

But that aside, I wanna let you all know Iâ€m back. Not totally sure about RPing, but Iâ€m at least here for now. Things are slowly getting better. And most of all, Iâ€m sorry for not being totally honest about myself and the characters. I love being with a lot of people here, and I hope I didnâ€t upset a lot of you or make anyone mad. T-T

Tee-chaan...! You're finally back~! Wiii~ We missed you so much...! Cant believe you're baaack... Tracy is happy to see you again~!

The good thing is that you're back~ You dont need to worry about RPs. The important thing is that you're back with us! It doesnt matter if your characters werent really yours, but it's what you did with them what matters! :3 Right?

I... really dont know what else to say. I still cant believe what I'm reading, so... I think I'll stop now. But just so you know, I'm really really really really reaaaaally~ happy to see you again~! Teee-chaaan~ Teee-chaaan~

- Drags off to PM. - Let's go somewhere private.

I'm not discussing... How happy I am, in public.

Aww, thankees~ <3

Omg, and Tracy. T-T Gawd I missed that character! ...Wait I'm confused, I thoguht Jess-chan played her. ;8D

So I've been thinkin', and I might RP a little here. But plot-wise, I think I'm laying most to rest. I just don't feel the same desire like I used to. Probably retiring a few characters too.

I'm thinkin' that Seraphim may return, but be more of a mentor type. I got ideas on her past. I'll keep Rheena purely because I'm a sadist. And Tammy because she's adorable. My friend's okay with me still havin' some of his characters here anywho. ^^;

I'm really glad to be back though. I mean, I won't be around all that often, but it's still nice to at least have the chance to share hugs and give out the love n' cheer to ya'll! Most of you have been really nice to me over the time I've been 'ere, ya know? Medically I had little control over things, so I couldn't be around. =< But I missed a lots of ya. Thanks for the care and support~ <3

Double-posting before I sleep! ...Mostly because I haven't slept yet, and it's the next morning. ><; Aaaand I've been reading a few things, and getting back some lovely PMs from so many people, and I've come to a decision!

A FEW THINGS

1. I will keep Seraphim. Keep Tammy. And Keep Rheena. Pooossibly keep Satomi and Ayumi, but they're just people you can request or what not, I'm not going to do anything important with them.
2. I will be writing a story about what happened to Seraphim. I saw the AFW promo a little, and I'll be filling in a story there to explain what happened. Spoiler, it involves Prison.
3. White Gale! I do'nt think I'll be as big into the plot as I used to, but I do wanna get Seraphim involved with it some. Since I'm not going to be RPing as much (but still, I've decided I will RP here!) I do wanna get an update on what's happened with it. =o
4. Updates! I'll be updating my profile, the girls, ect over the next few days.
5. Continueing older RPs. Most I think I finished, but if there was anyone with a match or backstage RP with me that you'd like to continue. Lemme know~
6. I might have a match request up or something in the near future, keep a lookout.
7. I'm open for anyone shooting me a PM to like, catch up on things. ^-^
8. I love you all. Seriously guys, thanks for such a warm welcome and all the loving PMs~ <3

You old nutjob! Good to have you back. Glad to hear you're doing better!

Oh, that's why I was keeping all these fireworks...

-lights a fuse that leads to the setting off of a metric ton worth of gunpowder in the form of dazzling fireworks. The show continues non-stop for hours, and can be seen from space.-

I've heard so much about you, Ninja. Glad to have you back!